general grievious

The past few days whizzed by pretty quickly. My cousins sleptover for the past 2 days and boy was it heaven. The two boys are so vulgar. Ohmigod! Its like, everytime you say something, they'll go, You stupid Bitch! Or something. Of course not to my mum; she'll just flip.

Goodness. Its the hellidays already. And today I'm going to get the *horror* report book back. And my mum has to meet Cikgu. Yes, its so funny. Come to think of it, I did okay-ly for Malay. Why in the name of the Dark Lord would she want to see my mum?
Do I talk too much. YES.
Gosh, what a question to ask *smacks self*
Ah, well nevermind then.

Oh no! Not again! I'll be home late today, again. Of course my mum's not happy. But its not my fault really. I need to go for that confounded meeting at NSC dammit. Sigh, shuddup Joan. (I know you read but dont tag. Ahaha) I reckon I'll be home by 830? After my long awaited Penang Laksa *drools* dinner with Shell. Its been eons since we ate that. Like during the December Holidays before rusihng off for training. Ahaha

Sigh, speaking of sailing, training starts tomorrow! Intensive training before the InterSchools. My dear Sith Lord, help me. I'll be racing against 35 Opti boys and 23(22 if I dont count myself)Opti girls. Sorry Shell, I couldnt help it, while you were at Causeway Point watching a MOVIE, I did my research. Heh

Sorry if I'm going on about Star Wars. Ahahaha But I was suppose to post something the Tuesday after the Vesak Day holiday :

Star Wars was good. My dad says it's the best one but I beg to differ (he doesnt even know whats going on). I have an aversion to Hayden Christensen, that traitor bitch. I hate him. *growl* I still think the Classics were better. Anyway there was this SAD scene in the movie which made me sniff and sniff and dab at my eyes!! MACE WINDU DIED!! NOOOOOOO. Son of a bitch Palpatine is a fugly brat poopoohead.

Omfg, Yoda was so adorable i could eat him.Watching Episode Three wasn't a wonderful experience for me because I (and other real Star Wars fans) already knew what was going to happen, so there wasn't that gripping anxiety that usually happens when watching movies. Of course some stuff were explained, like why Yoda went into exile, why C3PO couldn't remember Tattooine in one of the later Episodes and stuff BUT NO BAILING!!

And guess what? I was wearing my JEDI ROBE. AHAHAHAHAH!~~


This is to Joan (bring us to the gym everyweek end (: ) :

Wouldnt it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say "I'm chocolate I invite you"
Wouldnt it be nice !

I'll try and make this fast since my cousins are here and they want to watch Happy Tree Friends. What a bunch of sadists. Pfft

Today I...
...Changed my Friendster profile and will live with it
...Helped raise funds for some Islamic school that the Governenment wont help cos they despise them
...Edited my layout
...Listened to All That I've Got by The Used <333 who knows how many times


Yesterday I...
...Watched The Village at Michelle's house
...went to the gym
...had dinner, twice

Till tonight. I'll blog some how.
My dad aint in town =D

sisboombaah

The concert yesterday was brilliant, breath taking, fantabulous, erm, __________________ (put in all the other vocabulary words that best described the concert).

Lavania and Dilmeet were drooling cos of the girl sitting two rows in front of us. Ahahahaha We were blinded by her beauty. Really.

I suppose its been a while since I last blogged for certain reasons only VK knows. It shocked me. I can never see her eye to eye anymore. I've spoilt my impression of me to her. Sigh. How could this happen to me? When have I made my mistake?

I've watched Cheaper by The Dozen, The Day After Tomorrow, White Chicks, 50 First Dates, Bend It Like Beckham, Bride & Prejudice and a whole lot of *the HORROR* Bollywood movies. Ahahahaha Like every single waking moment already. Its high time I go out and watch a couple of movies in the cinema like ordinary people. Ahahaha Mebe I should just go to Miss Shelly's house and rent some movies to watch there. Ahahaha Good idea Michelle ?

Going out with Joany and Shelly later - at the gym. Ahahaha Actually, at Sembawang MRT. Ahahahaha


Well, I dont see the point of wasting my time now cos I have nothing to say now (ahahaha) so, I'll end with this....

... THE FACE HAS SPOKEN.

shisboombaah

too much to think about

My mum's such a BI... ouch! so ITCHy! I reminded her goodness knows how many times that the measurements for the banner is 3x2. But what did she buy? Who knows. And now she wants me to sew the cloth up. Blooming heck, its her who caused all this. Sew it up yourself please. I dont have a clue how to sew okay.

Sigh. Why is it that my problems arise when you are in Secondary school? Is it caused by us growing up too fast? If so, excuse me for maturing.!

Hello, I need insipiration for a new lay. Thankyou. I dont want to have the same layout as random people on the blogging network.





Sometimes standing on top of a building seems like the only solution to everything.
But see, I don't even have the guts to jump off it.

grudge

We had dance practice today. Oh shut up. I know I dont seem like the kind to join dance. But what chice do I have? Its not like a lot of people will join. And its called MASS dance for a reason. Ahaha People tend to associate dancing with being a bimbo. Wth. Ahahaha So, if I join dance, does that make me a bimbo? Yeah right.

Twoeight is doomed. None of the soccer players came today for practice. And not we dont have that many dancers. All of them want to back out and join banner. Wth Its like as though banner is waay easier or something. No one's co-operating much. Inevitably, we will all suffer the consequences unless some people realise soon how their acts of selfishness and self-centeredness have taken a toll on the class. I have never ever ever disliked the class so much. I doubt you know the extent of my frustration so please....
... dont drag us down with you, PLEASE.

I changed the layout. Its not mine. But its nice, no? I think I'm going to stick with it for a veeery loong time. I hope.

holley shitums

This is it. I'm going to die. My marks are mediocre. My parents aren't going to accept my report book cum next next Tuesday. They'll chuck it out of the house. There is no effing way they'll allow stupid people live in their house. No way Hosse.

AARGHH. What the heck is wrong? Everybody is getting all moody; depressed and stuff. It must be from all the checking of exam scripts and crap. SCREW YOU EXAMS!! Teachers keep telling us that we should pull up our socks and all that jazz. Some of them say we suck. They're the most discouraging people I've ever come across. All that crap and bull about being approachable and friendly. Lies, lies and more lies. I was born to hate school.

I'm only looking forward to June. The month of intensive training; I dont have to be at home most of the days (but unfortunately I would have to face jiao lian). The month where I dont have to see them for 5 freaking days. The month where I'll lock myself in my room and drill myself with 15 math sums each day. the month where I will look for all my assessment books and do at least 10 pages each day. And after that, my life will just be living hell.

[quote Shell] HEEDAYAH!! I just realised that the sailing inter-schools are coming. They say its for exposure. I say its a one way ticket to death and humiliation. Im not looking forward to it. But hey. Think of the CIP points. Hehe. Just remember to finish up ur will and pass it to me. And then we can put our wills in a box. And hide it. so that if we die in a storm. At least our last wishes will be fufilled.
yep. GRINS. [/quote]

See how optimistic we are? Yes, pun intended. If you all dont get it, its like this. I'm an Optimist sailor. So, optimistic, optimist... Ring a bell? Whatever.

Today was really, fine. For the first time I actually had people to sit with and actually talked to me. Ahaha Sat with Shell, Val, Zoe, and some more of them. Ahaha Too many of them on one bench. There was some food fair thing. They were selling Satay. My goodness!! My craving was finally answered today. I had six sticks okay. Imagine how much weight I must have put on. Sigh. And! We finally had seaweed and wangwang (those salty rice cracker stuff that the opti kids always eat during regattas. ahaha).

We embarassed Lynette and Bidina. Especially Lynette by showing them our seaweed braces in front of their friends. Ahahahaha

The IJ Heartbeat thingum is like on Thursday and I have nothing to wear. Let alone anything to pack for the Terengganu trip. I'm so dead. I own only 3 shirts, out of them, only 2 are acceptable. I have only 1 pair of nice slacks, the rest of them are shorts. I dont have much stuff that go beyond my elbows and knees. Heh








If you dont see me and Shell on Tuesday, it means that we've jumped from the 27th level of the SLF building. At least we'll be on the news (:

oouuchh

OUCH! My molar is coming out. Yes, I still have baby teeth. 4 more to be precise. It hurts a lot ( the tooth that is). I feel like plucking it out now but I'll wait till its hanging on a lose thread then daddy dearest can pluck it for me and give me 30BUCKS BAYBEHH! ho shuddup. And to make things worse, the tip of my tongue is feeling all numb and/ stingy. It just plain hurts. I've been rinsing my mouth with Listerine but it still hurts. So far, I've sucked 5 cubes of ice and a chowed down a scopp of ice cream (:

what the hell

Checked English and Science papers today. My goodness; I cant do everything properly okay. So now I know that you dont just have to read for English, but you have to do those annoying assesment books to improve your comprehension skills. Damn, I haven't got a clue on where my freaking assesment books are. All I'm doing is help make Popular rich by buying stuff from them at my lost and their gain ): I still think I could have done loads better. I was rather happy when I got back my composition though. I like my long essay; I got a wonderful remark from the marker who ever she was. I dont have the paper with me now so I cant exactly quote the marker. And neither can I read what she was actually writing. Thus, I missed my A for English by a stone's throw. Dang!

I can live without knowing my Science marks okay. There's nothing wrong my marks but I did receive a SPANKING from Mrs Tan. [quote] Why dint you tell me that your grandmother was Cikgu Saadah? You cant even pass by one mark. Haiyoh you[/quote] In the first place do I have to go around the school telling each and every single teacher that they know my grandmother? Its none of their business in the first place. A student's life should be kept confidential. Hah. And I suppose she dint expect me to fail. But I dint really fail that horribly.

Literature tomorrow. Oooh! I cant wait. I love *HORROR* Literature.*GASPSFAINTSDIES* But I dont seem to be able to get what the teacher is pointing out to us. Is it me or is it just the teacher?


My mid-year marks weren't the only thing that took me aback today. I was wincing inwardly to myself because this wasn't the only guy she dumped after a short period of time. I mean she's not the perky cheerleader type but she is bursting with energy and not a bit boring. She's not the elite but she's certainly above average. Why why why did she get stuck with someone like him (not that the guy is boring. fine, I dont know much about him but from where I stand, he doesnt sound boring). I know love isn't about looks so shoot me if you think I'm a superficial bitch (which I am) and I'll still stand by what I said.

I must ask her what led her to her rather heart breaking actions.

Or maybe I should keep my opinions to myself. It's not like I ever had a one (a boyfriend that is) and I don't really want one anytime soon. It's not like anyone will take me even if I offered myself up of a silver platter. I'll probably end up a bitter fat spinister.

Hah.

The InterSchool is on the 5th and 6th which means that Shell and me will get to skip the WHOLE day at school. Wow Wee! Too bad we'll be missing out on a lot of (boring) lessons. But, I'd rather go to school than go for that silly competition where I know that I wont get a single thing. No trophy for me ): But mebe just bruises and cuts, prolly a free shirt. Heh Mebe nice nice nice Griselda will give me her trophy. After all, she's got loads of them already. In fact, what does she need trophies for? She's already the top ASEAN Sailor. wtf I predict I will be so screwed. Training during the hellidays. Gosh, 2 days a week. We're going to train with the RI guys. I have no competition during training so I'll just imagine the speed of an optimist. Unless if dear Grissy trains with us. Fine, trains with me. But of course she'll be waaay ahead of me since she's sooooo light and my weight will just make the confounded boat go slower ):

weird. but like I care

i think being chairperson is quite fun. seriously. thanks to Miss Germaine Chua Yi Ning who dint show up today cos she had a slight fever and her mum dint allow her to go to school, i ended up helping to prepare for the fashion show thing. it was fun ok. me and Lizee got to know the results before hand cos we were at the judges table. everybody kept asking me if i was a judge. wholey crap! that'd be so cool please! i'd give my class full marks. thats besides the point. the chairperson life is so eventful really. unlike being the others where you pretty much do nothing at all. sheesh.

everybody should have been there really. but there were a lot of people who gave school a miss due to undefined reasons. Vanessa was funny and garned a lot of attention and woo-hooings.

when it was 2/8's turn to do the cat walk, Mrs Zailee was like freaking out, hyperventilating *add in all the other words that has the same meaning*. ahahaha [quote] oh my god! oh my god! she's doing voodoo! *turns and looks at me* this is not your idea, right? [/quote]
like *I* want to do some thing that silly yet highly amusing. Michelle looked retardedly cute and funny in her costume. she came in second. the 2/4 crowd behind me were hyper please. with Tyanne and Keshveen trying to scare Huda with the voodoo doll (that was made about 15mins before the show). she thinks the doll is real. silly bum. ahahaha

after the thing, we took pictures! chairpersons and models. me, Geraldine and Rachel posed for the informal picture that Geraldine begged Mr Tan to take. ahaha she ended up cupping her ears while me and Rachel covered our mouths. i think we were the only ones who posed.

the name thats going to be on my malay shirt is going to be hidste. ahahaha how so not melayu. ahahahaha

I TALKED TO HUDA PLEASE. THANK YOU. AHAHAHAHHAHA
(: (: ( : (:

that brings me to my conclusion(s) that happened today
1. being a chairperson is FUN
2. voodoo dolls can be really scary (even if they are made of newspaper and dried flowers)
3. i look nice in photos. LOL
4. talking to Huda about random things like [quote Me] oh! Cikgu wants to see you in the Malay room now.[/quote] is not very difficult to blurt out
5. post exam activities are boring and we should all give school a miss
6. i favour having exams
7. i cant wait for the Terengganu trip
__________*
no one understands how i feel..
no one understands what i face everyday in school..
no one knows how lonely i am each and everyday..
no one really knows that the only happy moments i have are when its dinner time, or when i go for sailing (even if i feel depressed after training) or how much i cherish the time when i'm on the phone or how much i treasure my quiet time with my thoughts each night..
_________*

weird. but who cares

omfg

OMFG!!! ANTWON TANNER HAS A SON!!!!

i can die now please.


Mars, Lilia, Ratih's going to come over to do the fasion show costume thing.
i'm waiting for Ratih to call me so i know what to wear. ahahaha



*random* go HERE.
the music vids. upload very quickly if i do say so myself.


Sakinah gets to go to Japan for a school trip to perform in front of the important people there. and its so not fair please ( eventhough its a school trip. and she has to wear her school blazer. ah, she's going to look so cute. ahahaha ) and all i'm going to for a school trip is to Terengganu. however you spell it. the whole Malay class *HORROR* dint even know that it actually existed.
but i must understand that Kina's school has more money that mine. and perhaps smarter too.

swimfan

i edited the latout. looks nicer now. i think. ah oh well.
i'll be off now.

THE SWIMMING POOL CALLS FOR ME.
my presence there will be appreciated greatly by them.

woah! excuse my lameness.

forgive me for being late on the celebrations - WE KISS THE MYE's LONG-HOUR-ED, NUMBER-PLAGUED, WORD-OVERDOSED ASS GOODBYE! watched Coach Carter again with the family again. It was a pretty okay movie, minus all the ghettoness it had, plus all the hawt Afros. It was different from other basketball movies, NOT [quote Jude]Oozing with Like Mikeness[/quote] which is what usually basketball movies are. Except Space Jam. XD

Antwon Tanner is MINE, Joany Moany.









GASPSFAINTSDIESMELTTTS




they're okay. but number 3 is as hot as hell.

one paper and i'm done.
yeah right.
the only day i'll ever celebrate for the exams is when i ever get like, a distinction for math please.
so there's no point celebrating when i know that i'll prolly flunk my exams.

so, bye bye phone and everything i'm going to get when i go to Malaysia with OMG!MALAYTEACHERS. i promise you, we the children of the Wahid and Rafik family are so going to die, am i right Fik? BUT! if i say i have training during the days we're going to Malaysia, i dont have to go and i'll have to stay over at granny's house. frankly, i'd rather go to Malaysia than staying over at granny's house. it reminds me of the old folk's home.


i like the poem in the unseen book; Ostracised. but the exam one was much nicer. ---> just plain random. yes yes.

i lost 2+4kgs. how good right? in a period of 2 months. the product is not that fantastic. but if i lose anymore weight, i wont weigh a single thing. thankyou. besides, a scream from Lynette, Bidina and Andrea might be coming my way. not forgetting Jeremy. if he ever finds out about it. cos, see, i'm suppose to be PUTTING ON weight. NOT LOSING WEIGHT. gollygee.

Peribahasa's are a bloody waste of BRAIN SPACE.

just 4 more papers and i'll be slurping haagen daz icecream milkshakes by the pool soaking up the sun and reading a good paper back. how lovely. or alternatively, if you ask me to watch House of Wax (or any other movie for that matter) with you, i will not, i repeat, WILL NOT hesistate to join you. but of course no one will. but who cares.

i'll do push ups and read my perkataan berbagai makna's and peribahas's at the same time.

Lynette is just so funny sometimes all the time. she doesnt even know that her actions are down right retarded. she dint laugh at the girl-who-talks-really-fast-and-is-stupid-enough-to-capsize-on-an-optimist drawing till the very last minute. she'll prolly kill me if she reads this. but come to think of it, she doesnt. so, to hell i care!

i want to change my layout. and i cant resisit the temptation of doing it right now. i shall fight it cos Lynette says i'm strong (physically yes.).

Kina and I have concludued that Madrahsah is just a waste of time. the teacher doesnt teach at all, now does she? we entertain ourselves the whole 2hours we are there when we are actually suppose to be learning about Religion and God and stuff. I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!!

this is not fair. it is fakking not fair. Ms Dilmeet Kaur doesnt need to come to school tomorrow and sit for the mother tongue examination. i want to be the same! i need to be the same!

the computers going to be fixed!!!!!!1111!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

but,,, its only going to be fixed on TUESDAY.
Tuesday is a looooong long long time from now.

i'll just wait. at least the computer will be alright once the midyears are over.
while everyones out watching movies, burning money etc, Nurul will be at home. golly gee. how wonderful!

Antwon Tanner looks guud. :p

I'M DEAD MEAT on TUESDAY!!!

and i need to edit my layout.